What will happen

It´s a strange feeling. Don´t really know what will happen after the summer and what I will do. What do I want? I want to go to school and get CSN-loans so that I can pay my bills. It would be good to have a job and earn alot of money, but without this education I want to begin I cant work with what I want so it feels best to educate myself...to bad I am depending on CSN. And how will I survive the summer? "You shouldn´t think so much on money" they say...hard when money is what makes you survive.